Ill be the first to admit that nothing drains my sense of masculinity faster than making a TikTok.

I hate ittruly, deeply hate it.

But heres the thing: Ive come to realize that Im not alone in this feeling.

In fact, it seems to be a universal sentiment among my colleagues.

None other than the self-proclaimed narcissistic king, Tommy Smokes.

Tommy is a fascinating anomaly.

I cant say for sure, but its impressive in its own peculiar way.

For the rest of us mere mortals, the discomfort is palpable.

And I get it.

Ive felt the same way countless times.

But why is that?

Is it because we think the content is terrible?

Do we feel like imposters in a world that thrives on polished, curated personas?

These are questions Im still grappling with.

For me, the answer is simple.

Talking on a podcast feels natural, even funits conversational, unscripted, and raw.

Its cringe-inducing, emasculating, and, frankly, a little embarrassing.

But heres the catch: its also part of the job.